Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Anyway

04.15.94
Anyway
Jenn Ganoe
Anyway
Why did you wrap your arms
Around me
And whisper away my fears
You did, you know, you started to
Anyway
I could feel your heart
Wrapped around mine
The thought dried up all my tears
You did, you know, you started to
Anyway
Can you ever love, in your soul
Just me
The calmness of me belonging to you
You did, you know, you started to
Anyway
You could feet it all, to close to me
Don’t deny
That passion that could weep us away
You felt it, you know, you started to
Anyway
Then you opened your eyes, and I thought
I could see
That you were seeking another
You did, you know, your started to
Anyway
Is she good enough for you, better say
Then me
I feel so alone, the thought without you
You know, you can see it, you started to
Anyway
I feel my heart reaching, calling out
For you
You have hurt me deeply
You did, you know, you started to
Anyway
I turn my head, when you
Look at me
I love you, you know it
Anyway

53 and 54

Trust
It was without a doubt
It would lead to pain
Forsaken grace
In the light of the moon
On the grass of the beach
Of the sand in the meadow
Was our friendships
So shallow
Hate amongst disgust
Agony of love upon sorrow
Pain mixed with pleasure
Was it worth it
For trust
Comes in all forms of solace
And solace eclipses the moon
The moon cast shadows
Upon the beaches planted with
Retrospect of me and you


My heart, you can see
It is so confused
I am caught in the middle
Do I love you
One day you were there
Then the next you were gone
Can you tell me
Where I went wrong
I was nothing but honest
My feelings I tried to express
Why did you hold me
Your warm arms wrapped around me
Smothered all of my fears
Why did you let go
I could feel it in you
I am not sure what
Why couldn’t you tell me
You looked away
And at another
Don’t I deserve better
Now I get the cold shoulder
And I don’t know why
Are you so much a man
To just toy with me
And be copasetic with that
But still, my heart
It is so confused
I am caught in the middle
Between love and hate
And I want to love you

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3.19.89
Jenn Ganoe
In with a legend
Out with a dream
On and on
For a life to be
But only for the poor
They must suffer
On an eternity
Very old
In with a legend
Out with a dream
The rich and imaginative
They die young
Or so it seams
To be, to live, to lie
Without time or honor

Raven Wings

Raven Wings
Jenn Ganoe
A bird is whimpering
Calling out pain
A child is whistling
Laughing at the world
The bird is crying
So much pain in that lonely heart
Children sit smiling
Not caring but loving a lot
The bird flies up high
He takes another toke
children’s laughter
It just keeps pushing
Pushing him further on
Down the rope
The child screams
But the bird flies away
How to escape
The child goes home
The bird stays out late
So much pain
Blood trickles on down his wrists
From the jagged vertical slit
He smiles at sweet memories
Raven wings come closer
Suddenly he wants to face
Face the rest
He stumbles to the door

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Click Click 6.11.89
By Jenn Ganoe
To catch a readers attention
From the start is a must
To keep them
Wondering , dying in lust
Is the Key
To win their trust
But as the battle wears on
And the tempo rises
Just ready to burst
Let them down hard
Dramatic and quick
With the hero the looser
A wonderful trick
Click
Click

Voter In a Demoracy

The voter in democracy
Jenn Ganoe
Pide
you pide piper
rock the vote
rip my heart out
hear him choke
leave me defenseless
the world is a cruel joke
let me out
you stupid bloke
leave me alone
who are you
what do you own
the world is trapped in this cycle
the world ruled by government
ruin my faith
truth slam the liar
help me out
The worst day in history
repeats itself
until a worse cause
comes along
gods settle my heart
why am I crying
why do I care
Vote you Pide piper
rock the ship
get out the bloke
who gone and let
government
ruin it
Democracy

1984 teaching Eva to write poetry

I am thinking of you
-are you of me
I know I love you
-can you tell
The wind is blowing
-a storm at sea
Your full of anger
-about just me
You scream to me
-tell me to leave
It means now
-so here I go
Your are calling me
-I pretend not to hear
You grab my chin
-pull me near
You say your sorry
-you want me to stay
You climb in bed
-so there I lay
You say you love me
-you want what’s right
I turn to ask You
-when is the next fight
But you can’t answer
-so you kiss my cheek