darkness

Darkness descends
I see the red veined visions flash
I see you
a denomination of hope
fate
things I am not prepared to face
Upon my eyes
I feel your gentle kisses
that trail
over my body
things I am not prepared to face
I wiggle and squirm
to my feet I run
from you to me
Heart pounding
I whimper
these feelings
things I am not prepared to face
I hear you follow
and drop my head between my knees
feeling foolish and girlish
I cant breathe
you come in
your voice
is a thing I fear to face
Calm and coaxing.
you sit next to me
hand on my back
tell me
the journey back
is a thing I must face
I look up
tears stained upon my face
and in your eyes
my heart falters
love , a thing
I am ready to
hold my hand out
smile
and face