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Trust
It was without a doubt
It would lead to pain
Forsaken grace
In the light of the moon
On the grass of the beach
Of the sand in the meadow
Was our friendships
So shallow
Hate amongst disgust
Agony of love upon sorrow
Pain mixed with pleasure
Was it worth it
For trust
Comes in all forms of solace
And solace eclipses the moon
The moon cast shadows
Upon the beaches planted with
Retrospect of me and you


My heart, you can see
It is so confused
I am caught in the middle
Do I love you
One day you were there
Then the next you were gone
Can you tell me
Where I went wrong
I was nothing but honest
My feelings I tried to express
Why did you hold me
Your warm arms wrapped around me
Smothered all of my fears
Why did you let go
I could feel it in you
I am not sure what
Why couldn’t you tell me
You looked away
And at another
Don’t I deserve better
Now I get the cold shoulder
And I don’t know why
Are you so much a man
To just toy with me
And be copasetic with that
But still, my heart
It is so confused
I am caught in the middle
Between love and hate
And I want to love you